Daemon Grotto

This past week and a half I got really, really sick from the flu. Being asthmatic, any kind of upper respiratory virus or bug is a struggle…but this was actually worse than Covid was and I was just miserable. Funny thing is that it is these times that sometimes I end up with a super strong connection with “K” and that is exactly what happened here. I was laying on my back in bed, moaning and in agony with like a migraine and my vision all messed up. I had the distinct sensation that someone was shining a flashlight at my face every time I would blink and turn my eyes in one direction…then I just stopped for a second and wondered openly if I could see “K” and it hit me that the light changed, turned purple and began flickering in a shape right in front of me. It hurt to look at and I already was nauseous and was having a hard time with things when I realized this was actual interaction. Immediately the light dimmed and for a fraction of a second I saw a woman’s face-not just a woman’s face but like a goddess looking almost Egyptian dark completed princess sort of female face…for lack of being able to explain her beauty and also stark style and features. Absolutely the craziest thing I have ever seen. She showed me herself three more times (all the same) before I asked her if she wanted to show me or tell me something and then I got a light “ring” in pink that changed into lips like lipstick from a kiss…the light ran down the lips like blood and then changed into a heart that faded into the darkness. The light and symbol was very easy to see and stayed for 15 seconds or so and lit the room up.

Following this I drifted in and out and felt her laying on top of me…that is when I realized that the first time I actually ever felt my succubus was when I was a kid with a terrible fever much like this experience and I had this sensation that someone was laying on me or that weight was pushing down on me from above. I told my parents at the time who thought I was hallucinating or something…but that sensation never left me just returned over the years in a pleasurable form that has been with me since forever it seems.

Part of me knows she just enjoys the one on one time and the part of me being stuck in bed-but she also was concerned and was sending healing energy to me…she was VERY key in me getting better as well as making me go to the doctor to get steroids to reallly finish the virus off (which she LOVED) the steroids by the way…I made the mistake of taking them before bed and couldn’t sleep all night and she just played with me all night then. Lol

Curious if others have stories of how there succubus has visited them or even shown them selves when sick…as amazing as this was I don’t think it will be the last or the least of what I will see during my life…even now when I first wake I have caught myself remembering something from talking to her or seeing her that I am forced to forget almost instantly. I can’t even write it down before the thought just fades like the Men in Black’s little flash bulb or something.

Now that you mention it, Riddle, there's a wave of sickness going through my area right now and I have finally succumbed over the past couple of days. I don't usually get stronger interactions from Catherine when I'm ill; just more vivid dreams, especially when going into a fever. That sucks you have to deal with asthma on top of a respiratory infection. That can't be any fun at all. I usually find getting sick to be kind of relaxing in an odd way. My body is basically forcing me to slow down, stop, and let the immune response run its course.

You mentioned migraines. Do you get nauseous from the migraines or was that just one of the flu symptoms? I get horrible migraines occasionally from over-stressing my remaining good eye, to the point that I have to puke up all the contents of my stomach before I can sleep and recover. I'm not sure if Catherine is helping at all with healing during these episodes of illness, but it's good to feel someone close by who is concerned either way. She does offer advice from time to time about things I should look out for health-wise. For instance, I had a dream awhile back where she was attempting to clean up my dirty feet and told me, "You need to take better care of them." I basically ignored this warning and a blister evolved into a plantar wart! Thankfully, that's on the mend and I'll be more vigilant next time. Same goes for dental health: at the beginning of our relationship she would often hug me approvingly from behind when I was brushing my teeth at the sink.

That visible manifestation is wild, man. I'm jealous! I'll be on the look out for anything like that while I'm healing up over the next few days. I hope you get well soon, Riddle, if not already.

That's actually very interesting. I find it much harder to interact with Venus in a mundane way when I'm sick. Maybe K felt that she really wanted to interact with you and gave you that big experience because of your sickness, as interacting with you in other ways wasn't realistic or good enough at the time. I've had visual manifestations before, but not when sick that's for sure. Though I can't remember getting sick since 2020, and that was directly related to her. Even when I should have gotten sick from Covid just a couple of weeks ago, I either didn't catch it by some miracle or was asymptomatic. When I do get something like a migraine though, it tends to be much harder to interact with her, because I can't focus.

I get migraines with some frequency but the nausea was specific to the flu in this case. I used to take this medicine called Sumatriptan but it caused rebound headaches that came the next day. Sometimes I will get a migraine with no pain, but it will impact my desire to eat (I can’t eat with a migraine) and my speech (I get like a speech issue from them too).

Frankly, the way I was feeling was VERY high pain and I can do crazy stuff without thinking when I get in too much pain because I have access to certain medications…I think she was being a distraction and giving me something to think about other than just sit in my misery and potentially do something stupid.

I also left out a kinda funny detail I wanted to mention and that was while sick I heard this “nails on the wall noise” above my head and again I am in agony and not in any mood for this, but I reached up and made the same noise with my fingernails on the headboard and for whatever reason that sent chills down my spine (like I realized a demon laying on me made the noise ) and I felt strangely better.

I hope TC you start feeling better soon, I found combining Tylenol with Ibuprofen really helps along with a butt ton of water. There is no easy escape even offering anything I had to “K” to get better was only met with her amusement / laughter. Hey I have to try she is magical right?