Daemon Grotto

Had a dream last night that is really bugging me. It is bugging me because it did something in the dream to me that kinda freaked me out. I woke up from the dream because I became not only aware I was dreaming but aware of something that seemed to preclude my life (as best I can’t put it).

The dream was watching a man talking on a TV about being a spirit and descending to this plain and being assigned to be a child. The man talked about the process of transitioning from spirit to child and during that process how the spirits awareness of who he is changes and is forgotten. The spirit talked about all the other humans as spirits that have forgotten who they are and how he doesn’t want to do this and it is like a death becoming a human and then being “born.” But it doesn’t stop there, he said the physical is mental created by acting the part assigned and a well choreographed “game” where rules to the charades result in physical stimulation and consequences. That death isn’t an end per se but can be a start over.

I woke up realizing this was “going to be washed from me” and I was very disturbed as there was something very ominous about this. I made myself stay awake and memorize the dream and the Face ID the man on the TV. It really bothers me how I watched him in essence cease to exist as one person become another.

I don’t know what caused me to have this dream-being that it is obviously not from my own thought process…in fact I know these kinds of beliefs exist I just feel I guess a bit assaulted by this experience it was…dark. I have memories I can’t account for…for example places I have never been. I hate even thinking about it because it create a physical feeling of wanting to throw up…not that they (my memories that can’t be) are gross or bad, but my mind can’t wrap itself around it. I feel like I was someplace else before this…so weird to even say because it doesn’t make sense.

Just thought I would share my weird dream to see what others thought.

Reminds me of one dream with Venus. In that dream she had lost her memory and was walking to a 'factory complex' so to speak. I was going with her and her mother was too but she stayed outside. When we went in I saw a glove on a pedestal, and Venus was going to put on the glove (the glove was effectively the idea of 'skin'). So I shoved my hand into the glove before she could and everything went dark, and the last thing I remembered as things went dark was Venus getting her memory back and then crying. From what I understood, that dream references the same idea, though I obviously 'took her place' in that case.