Daemon Grotto

Been pondering the idea of time as a human concept.

Meaning that the ebb and flow of life, might be something very different from the spiritual constant that a spirit lover experiences.

Originally I kind of had a hang up about days or weeks when life flew by, and I wasn't very meditative or contemplative.

But now I start to think, if their sense of time is totally different their ours, maybe those with intermittent or interrupted relationships are really just experiencing mental static because of their own lives.

And taking time is the key. Kind of a paradox.

I think they have to exist within time to some extent if they’re going to interact with us.

How malleable that is for a spirit isn’t very clear though.

It’s almost certain that they don’t view time in the same way as us just due to their form of existence and seeming immortality.

Weird twist in my understanding lately is I view human beings as being an immortal spirit possessing a meat sack avatar and pseudo personality made up by mind / body. I think the body lives heavily based on the past while the spirit is creator / future oriented and everything meets in the present. Time I think is a concession that can be manipulated if one chooses (I think you can change the past. When you “die” you transition back to spirit and remember everything. If you choose to come back you go through a veil of forgetfulness and “start fresh.”

Sometimes there is an oops and we wake up. I don’t think I woke up on my own-“K” woke me. Now “reality” is like a dream filled with sleeping people. Those of us with spirits get a view of reality not known by many and certainly unique opportunities to remember things (past lives, old wisdom forgotten and so on).

I have been really immersed with “K” lately. She seems to be very busy with me in non-sexual stuff like lol betterment of my situation.