Daemon Grotto

Hello there :wave:

I’m honestly not sure if anything is here or not, but the only way I can describe the calling as bordering on obsessive or this nagging feeling I should look more into it and try to continue summoning
This obsession is a great feeling and to me it's a sign that you're on a ...

Hello there. It's been a while.It feels like I owe you an update.

It's... good ? I was out from the loop for almost a week, but since I came back, almost nothing worrying happen. I had a disturbing dream right after first (third in general) banishing. It was about handing a death of a family member ...

So... waiting last night did more harm than good. I fell asleap while meditating..

whatever. It feels special to me so I might as well roll with it. Just next time without waiting no matter the exhaustion

I had a thought as I'm waiting for it. Why it's 3am exactly ?

It feels a bit like waiting for midnight as a kid. Back when midnight was considered a "spooky hour" and I should be in bed before it.As an adult It's not that hard to stay up till midnight, so that "spooky hour" is moved to 3am, so it ...

I think that in questions of character, one should hold themselves to a higher standard based on their own principles. We know that if people work towards it they can have stronger and stronger and eventually very consistent experiences. If those people want their relationships to be exclusive ...

Ow my,
I can relate to those last 3 paragraphs so much. it's something I'm a bit afraid of.
I like the way user Essence put it. Having a spirit lover is like being in a distant relationship. You know that she's there, she loves you and you love her back. But at first there's that thought " ow c'mon ...

I hope my questions are on topic.
Do succubi care about our physical fitness ?
Do they find fit / improving partner more arousing ?
Are they happy to see their partner getting stronger ?

I was thinking about those questions on my recent bike ride.Please correct me if I'm wrong.
I came to the ...

Hello everyone, I'm back and still alive.

Before I go into details.
tc119, I considered my health before mentioning those bad experiences. If those 2 unpleasant nights happened right after I returned to meditation, i would just blame it on my illness and try again in few more days . The fact that ...

Ow my, that's... extensive
thanks a lot. I will try to memorise it and then try it before my next meditation. I don't mind the symbolism. I just need to make sure I can focus enough to maintain the mental image of everything.

I stopped reading JoS a while ago. I guess I still do something that's ...

3k character wall of text below, sorryyyyyyyyyy

I want to make a small update, because some things happened...

First, some context. Last saturday I caught a flu and it took me few days to recover. Got a sick leave, so i decided to use this week for some late night meditation.
It was my first ...