Daemon Grotto

So finally after thinking and wanting to read Lieber Lilith, I finally broke down and searched and found a free copy online where over a week or so I was able to read the book as well as most of the journal entries at the end.

On a side note, why this is of significance to me is I really dislike ...

Hi Meatl0af and welcome (though I don’t specifically know you, I might have run across your blog sometime in the past when I was searching high and low to figure out if I was nuts 😂 or not.)

It has been a year of car repairs here for me so I can relate…one of our cars got a water leak and it ...

This seems to be the most reliable for me, though rare. Though the voice is more commonly "in my head" as in between my ears, like my head is ringing from the inside, or underwater noise. Because I have issues figuring out if my conscious mind is influencing whatever message I'm perceiving.

I'd ...

Another thing I should have mentioned above. When I first became aware of my succubus I had watched some YouTube videos on opening the third eye via mediating and diet. I was following this and got this feeling in my forehead like there was an opening…like I could feel wind or sensations I can’t ...

Rather than create a new thread I thought I would just keep adding here and I have had another series of dreams that are not troubling per se, but that are very odd.

In one I was on another planet with a humanoid species that studies earthen humans. The weather there was terrible and the ...

I think it might have partially to do with making us think about them when we are busy or if we are unaware of them, to bring attention to their presence in our lives. I lived for many years without knowing I had a special relationship, but during that time I would look at the clock at 11:11 and it ...

Welcome to the forum! The number 9 is a great number-unrelated to spirits-but mathematically there is an interesting video I watched on Nikola Tesla’s 369 obsession and why…which for fun I put in my username (I don’t particularly enjoy math but found it interesting or perhaps my “K” my succubus did ...

Your dream of the nearly dead women was something similar to a dream I had where I found this small women (weird how dream scale doesn’t even make sense in real life) in a drawer or bag (maybe the bag was in the drawer?), naked, cold, and wet and at first my reaction was sorrow and then I felt like ...

Man TC, I feel like those kind of dreams can be like a test like choose between me and her kinda thing makes me nervous. Perhaps I am too simple minded.

Have you ever had a dream where there is a lineup of beautiful women? I have had many many and I feel like she is like pick out which one I am ...

Wow, just listened to some Gnostic video (trying to understand this) titled “Sophia and the Archons” by Aeon Byte Gnostic Radio. Overall I like the people but some of the ideas are pretty difficult for me to reach. It has Sophia being Mother Earth and pure light as true form. The interesting part is ...