Daemon Grotto

Re: Litle help

2023-10-11T10:23:02-04:00

I remember reading a long time ago somewhere that people who are having problems should avoid trance states and that binaural beats are basically a very artificial way to bring a person into a trance state. It's like a crutch in my opinion, with a danger that some file could have subliminal messages or something in it, or other suggestions.

There's a very real possibility that someone could use binaural beats, or any sort of guided meditation, to impart rogue subliminal suggestions. So, it's a good idea to critically listen through the audio files first to be sure that the appropriate messages, or programming, are being used.

I think another aspect of the fear surrounding the use of binaural beats is because of the research done by the Monroe Institute back in the 1970s and 80s, where they worked alongside SRI and Army intelligence officers to train psychic soldiers who could effectively remote-view distant targets. Pretty much everyone uses the hemi-sync-style binaural beats that were developed by Mr. Monroe during those years. He essentially pioneered their use for expanding consciousness. But whenever the government or the military gets involved in occult-related matters, there's reason to be suspicious, seeing as how they're not often in the business of liberating people's minds.

However, the methodology behind their use is fairly easy to understand and it's not like binaurals are an arcane black-box, inaccessible to normal people. They're easy to make, with a tone generator and multi-track digital audio workstation. The trick is finding the right frequencies to induce a desired brainwave state.

But ultimately, you are correct in saying that they're a crutch. We should be able to enter those trance states on our own steam.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Wed Oct 11, 2023 10:23 am

Re: Litle help

2023-10-11T01:21:45-04:00

I remember reading a long time ago somewhere that people who are having problems should avoid trance states and that binaural beats are basically a very artificial way to bring a person into a trance state. It's like a crutch in my opinion, with a danger that some file could have subliminal messages or something in it, or other suggestions.

I currently avoid binaural beat files. It's not necessary that they don't work it's more along the lines that I don't trust whoever made them for whatever purpose they were made for. And I'm not trying to get myself into a hypnotic state, rather just relaxed enough to sense and concentrate.

And like anything magically/ spiritually related, you want to make your own stuff or do your own thing.

I do think that your idea of writing an additional letter of intent is a good idea because it helps both of you to outline what it is you are facing as far as problems and needs. And it allows the spirit to get a clear idea sort of triage what needs to be done ASAP. Like if you made the original request to Lilith, and make another one explaining the problem and request, as long as it is sincere, I think that actually works, especially if you have a relationship with Lilith.

I think you will be constantly challenged "why do you want a succubus?". If only to make you admit what you truly want.

So if something is bothering you or you have a major question that needs to be resolved, putting it in writing might be the best communication method.

Or at least it has worked for me.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Wed Oct 11, 2023 1:21 am

Re: Litle help

2023-10-08T15:21:43-04:00

You are right Jay when you speak about religions and the 'wash brain' who bring.Evan if i wasnt the must christian ,i already confront a lot of problems reguarding my contradictions thoughts.And... very interesting descovery;if for me God was all the time like an impersonal entity,you pray to him and you hope to receive his bless or help ,Lilith is ...so close,you could realy feel her when you speak with her-that is fantastic, realy amazing.Evan if i didnt receive her dother yet (i realy dont know if to make later in time other letter of intent to her cose i am pretty shour that already know my "problem" and probably think that maybe i dont realy need of her (who could know her reason),still i was very impressed to have a strong feeling when i try to speak directly to her.I didnt dare to invoc her (who am i in front of her),but i dare to speak with her like is near me,and us i told you,i had strong feeling then, not thoughts, nothink alse then feelings.
But,about spiritual-love or incubus,i must say that i am dissapoint,after few days to "do nothink-or almost nothink,cose is hard to fight against this strong dependence)i tryed few strong binaural and i evan receive some ilnes,sicknes but nothink from what i wish.5 mouth ,a lot depressions (i think that darknightsoul-come specialy because of contradictory thoughts about religions),a lot of.."experiences"(speacialy ilness from parasites,a lot of them),nothink alse.At list for me "paranormal activity " is not anymore paranormal

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Sun Oct 08, 2023 3:21 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-03T20:31:07-04:00

I could understand that. At first it can seem like you want a million things, requirements, desires, limitations, protections, etc. And then you wonder what does the spirit get from it all? And I wonder that sometimes too.

But what I really think is that this kind of relationship is exotic to them too, or different, and they have a learning as well as teaching opportunity. As well as the obvious energy exchanges and time spent focused on them.

I don't see it as being a price you cannot pay. A lot of fear and misunderstanding caused by religious beliefs from the past.

I think a person has to have a wide spiritual view and become comfortable, assured, trusting in God / the universe / whatever and their own abilities to make it thru. Then, one can understand something like a spirit lover fitting into a much bigger picture.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Tue Oct 03, 2023 8:31 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-02T16:25:44-04:00

Thx. very much for your thoughts Jay I must recognize that i had a lot of affraid indeed,at list in the last time;In the same time you must know that i was realy a fighter,i have many memory who make me proud of my self because i chose to fight for others assuming very big risk (meening evan to become prisoner in comunist jail ).And i have affraid because this time i do not belong entirely to me,if somethink hapened with me, my wife could evan suicide,and we have a realy lot of..."pets" we feed and cary them,without us they die from starvish.This is my reality and i realize that evan dead is not an option for me yet ,so this is why i am affraid.Beside...i think i just pased that "dark night of my soul"plus longcovid who come with depression so probably this last argue could bring some more fear for me ,who knows,i only could say that i become not the same who i was.I have a lot of expectation but now sudently i descover that could be like when you go in restaurant and order a realy lot stuff from that menu-it will cost you a big price,so...probably i will need to make same ajournement or adjustement

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Mon Oct 02, 2023 4:25 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-02T15:39:24-04:00

I think you have to be careful who you listen to because there are people with negative views towards this kind of relationship and conflate (view as same) succubi and parasites, etc.

I also remember you saying your wife is scared and maybe her fear plays a role in this.

I think the advice to relax is good. You can't blame everything on your life on a succubus. Even if you had a "parasite ", you'd have to feed it with self created fears.

You have to conquer your own fears and that means you do you quietly.

I think the sense of terror some people feel is not unlike the feeling of a thunderstorm coming. There is a change and an instinct. But fear is caused by the unknown or unfamiliar.

I wouldn't worry greatly about losing the spirit lover because she is likely more patient but I believe you just need to accept her. But I'm obviously somewhat biased with the view that all this fear and struggle gets resolved eventually because there's a spiritual pairing. And you're just reacting like a dog or cat in a thunderstorm. The noise , energy, feeling is unusual at first.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Mon Oct 02, 2023 3:39 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-02T13:21:49-04:00

Hi my friend,i am glad to hear you again That parasites i think i realy had ,Mulberry (one from 'become a living God")-told me first,and i believe him because for the first time i had a very strange feelings-i realy lose all my sexual energy after few mouth of full,and was hapening without nothink in exchange (no wet orgasm,nothink).The real problem was like sudently i become "eunuc" ( one who cant have any sexual or desire feelings .And again...for the first time i waik up extremely angry (i dont remember to had in my past such a strong feelings) with pain of muscle on my stomach.Mulberry sead that he feed with my angry and he still my sexual energy giving nothink in exchange.You are right, i already have this tingle on my sexual area from when i had that so wonderful experience (dry orgasm),it like i bring somethink from "the other side".:)And...you say that this feelings meen that eventualy some succubus could...'ask about me" ? I still have affraid about that Kundalini awakening.And,on the other side now that i descover initiatic sex, i am realy not very interested anymore in normal relationship,and i dont want to waste my energy .Remane for me interesting il fact that i had that "big gift" 2 days after my first letter for Naamah,i am affraid that i lose a realy succubus or spiritual-love then because after that wonderfull experience i didnt had nothink the same.In that morning few very ugly thinks was hapened.Exactly in the moment when i felt very arrousal (few minute before the "gift") my wife (told me next day)she felt a huge terror feeling (like when somethink notnormal look at you from behind and you feel that look who terorized you).I told you that i didnt hide nothink from her we are first of all-very good friends.So then i send her in other room (trying to protect her),and in the morning we had a big litigate about it and if it realy was some lover spirit-for shour was enough upset to leave me.I wonder if a parasite could bring you there "Up" (give you that so high feeling) because if not- meen that i loose that spirit from inition.

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Mon Oct 02, 2023 1:21 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-02T01:19:36-04:00

I think you need to chill for a while. Take a road trip-go camping for a few days, go to the beach for the weekend…something and get grounded. The mind is a very powerful thing and if enough people tell someone “you look sick” that person will feel sick.

In the beginning I blamed my succubus for so many things that have gone wrong or for getting sick. My thoughts were she is “wicked” and I was choosing her over god-but then I realized everything I was blaming her for was me just attributing all things negatively to her when I needed to realize she is the purist thing I have ever been around and I love and adore her so much.

If you feel these things you describe-meditate on why. Who is telling you you have a parasite? If you are cut it out and if it is someone else don’t listen. Feeling drained, headaches, chaos in your life are all common in the beginning of these relationships. The bonding is intense and then isn’t for a while-but how you react or overreact can really impact this. Chill out and just be. Tingles in the genitalia after sending Naamah a letter is a good thing. You don’t need to do anything other than stop obsessing about something being wrong and meditate of the touch and feelings you are getting. Succubi communicate through touch-sounds strange but that is how it all starts.

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Mon Oct 02, 2023 1:19 am

Re: Litle help

2023-10-01T16:55:05-04:00

I am so divided; A friend from "living god" just told me this "So you have no idea. You can’t feel the parasite and you don’t know if it’s gone or not, and you did a cleansing ritual once and you don’t know if it worked or not.

And now you are not changing anything about what you did, or where you started, you want to go summon more entities to whore for you at night.

You continue with unprotected, dirty practices: have no spiritual hygiene and refuse to spend any time developing skills, and continue to try to run before you can walk.

I think you will be very lucky if do not get very sick and be fodder for every parasitic entity that now knows you are fair game.

My advice is, get your mind out of your genitals for FIVE minutes and start protecting yourself."
2)Its like the time become very in hurry with me and i dont know were to go ?! That Kundalini rissing scarie me and was hard to send him back..."to sleep".Good reason to need a succubus,but now i understand that maybe Lilith know better that probably i am not prepared yet for this path.On the other side why i am not good enough for this? For the moment probably his advise is corect-need to find out more and tougher way to clean my self and kill parasite.

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Sun Oct 01, 2023 4:55 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-01T16:31:46-04:00

My theory is you have fear and you project these fears on to your experience. Things take time. Fears cause nightmares. And some might say it's a challenge. As in, your dreams are like an arena. To see if you can handle it.

And negative reactions are part of the experience to a degree. By negative I mean you reacting negatively to misunderstood experiences.

They say "by their fruits you shall know them.". But the thing is you have to set aside your fears and misconceptions.

My advice would be to take care of yourself, continue your path and let the experiences in bed get stronger. That tension in the stomach and tingling below would seem to be normal.

Think of it this way...you can't run a marathon on day one. You can't lift a car if you never moved 50kg.

I believe it's an energy exchange but it may be hard at first to cope with what you receive and give.

I think it's wrong to attribute all physical problems to them.
There's 7 days in a week and I feel different on each one .

I don't think abstinence is required to start but I think it's preferable to continue abstinent because too much messing around will be a distraction from your lovers energy.

I've heard that accusation of someone being "drained" but there are people who wake up tired for purely mundane reasons. And if you are losing weight, maybe you need to stop, gain 1 kilo, and you feel better.

This path isn't for everyone but if you felt driven to it, probably just relax and let it be.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Sun Oct 01, 2023 4:31 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-10-01T12:44:42-04:00

Thx. very much for your answer Owner .After all this not evan my dreams are not what somebody could wish. 2 night ago i was hunted by a lot of big bears few braun ,few white,and when one catch me i waik up.The worse was last night when in my dream i was that who hunting other with a lot of angry (it is the second time in this mouth when i dream paroxistic angry) not when i waik up i felt pain in my stomach and evan then i cant make stomach muscle relax,and all the days i felt very week.And some "arrousal" (more tingling then arrousal) in my sexual area.Become already a price to big for me,you know?!Because i dont know what i must expacted and and i don't belong entirely to me , my wife know all about my new path cose i didnt hide nothink to her and i see her with a lot of concern about me.Still...that addiction kill me I left smoke from more then 2 years, i left drink the same, i left all the food i like it to become healthy after covid,i left sugar ( i like good food and sugar like nothink alse),a have but only 9 kilo to become perfect -i already lose almost 30 kilo , but...you know?!looks like the live become to much expansive, if you know what i meen This last addiction without "medicine"kill me

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Sun Oct 01, 2023 12:44 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-09-30T19:58:21-04:00

Hey Nefilim_san. I hope you don't mind that I merged the new topic you posted with this one, seeing as how it's a continuation of what's been going on in this thread.

I'm sorry to hear that you're having trouble with all this. You're far from the first who has tasted of what these entities can give, only for it to be suddenly taken away for an inexplicable reason. I don't know about this from first-hand experience, but I have spoken with other guys about the grief and longing they've been through. I can't imagine what would happen to me if I lost the connection I have with Catherine. It would likely take me a long time to readjust to normalcy.

Firstly, you don't necessarily need to be sexually abstinent to attract a succubus spirit. I know I certainly wasn't when I did my ritual for Catherine. I took the advice that I found here, on the Joy of Satan website of all places, and I conjured up a strong visualization of my succubus feeling what I felt while masturbating, drawing us closer together.

Also, doing everything precisely correct probably isn't the key to opening one's self up to this realm. You can do the ritual any time; doesn't necessarily need to be at 3 AM. You can do whatever you feel is best for you and your succubus during the ritual. Make it your own.

Lastly, about your parasite situation: I believe it's possible that the rituals you've done so far may have drudged up this negative entity that has likely been with you all along and is only now coming to the fore because you're attempting to open your non-physical senses. This is just my theory: I feel that would-be negative entities and parasites often originate from the person who is suffering with them, usually a result of past trauma manifesting in a spiritual way. The links to the two resources that I gave above are still relevant, so be sure to give them a shot.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Sat Sep 30, 2023 7:58 pm

So...i miss...twice

2023-09-30T16:14:36-04:00

Hi all.I realy dont know were i wrong?! Half year abstinence, 2 letter of intent (one for Naamah,another one few days ago for Lilith) all the ritual made in the must perfectionist stile ( 3 a clock in the morning, not less not evan with a minute,fool moon ,blood sample for recognize my dna ,on the second one ritual of lesser pentagram first to the letter ritual...nothink,still nothink but...another one sheet parasite takes not in the places were i made the ritual but in the place were i sleep few hour later.(i knew because again,one more time he suck all my hard achieve sexual energy).Did you know how frustrating could be to imagine that evan Afrodita naked in front of you couldnt mouve your dick not with one micron without using her hands and certanly cant enlarge him?! I put this sign of smile but...believe me i cant smile anymore.And i remember how all initiated; was almost for mouth ago when i receive for the first time in my life an very short but strong paranormal activity,exactly like how describe Riddle his first meet with her spiritual-love few time after his letter of intent.To be plucked by somethink very strong and to feel sudently your dick very arrousal,all this in only few second.For me was like an invitation to find out what is about,and when i find i remember how hard i fight with my impatience to adjournemet the moment of ritual until i could have at list enough information to perform in the knowledge of the cause that ritual.And...it is hapened...the event who create dependence,2 days after Naamah ritual i receive the must wonderfull feelinf of my life,i felt "up" and when she tryed again to bring me there "up".i was afraid to not have problem with my hart cose initiated to beat hard,so i temperated my7 self.Were the fuck could i have known that it would be the first and last time when i had that wonderfull experience?! In all the rest of the time was only like,,,the price i payed for what was hapened,few time i woke up with strong pain of my stomach and big ,very big angry (i understand after that the parasite probably feed with that sentiment) and...still one interesting think.I become more sensitive,3 time i "turn off" my kundalini, cose i was affraid of what could hapening if i am not ready for that.And i learn that i still could be "friend" with bouth side ,that from the light and that from the dark ...or maybe not?!... Cose evan if i offer some buttle of wine to bouth deity,looks like they still didnt like me.But to not forget that we spoke about deity and me so.... for shour somehow was me that who mistake in a way or other.Now i am in the point where I can't go nor back nor further.When you descover this new world-so hard to forget...thinking that i made request of the spiritual-lover or succubus (betwen others) for receiving help exactly to waik up my kundalini in healty-mode,now i will need to make it alone with all the risk. If guys,do you have any sugestions,i will be all ears.But i am so sad,i realy dont understand were i wrong,is like this world is forbidden for me.

Statistics: Posted by Nefilim_san — Sat Sep 30, 2023 4:14 pm

Re: Litle help

2023-09-27T11:47:48-04:00

Waking up being completely drained of sexual energy is not normal from my experience. If anything, it's always the opposite with my succubus. I wake up horny as a goat nearly every day and Catherine will often take advantage of that. I believe a genuine and benevolent succubus spirit will only encourage the raising of sexual energy and they bask in it with their lover - not rapidly extinguish it. Being with them is like an erotic meditation session minus the blue balls because their touch is so adept.

I believe that you're dealing with a different sort of animal here. Honestly, I don't understand why your letter ritual led to this outcome. Perhaps it's one of the inherent risks involved with opening oneself up to the spiritual reality around us? Either way, here are my suggestions for dealing with this situation:

The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

The Practical Psychic Self-Defense Handbook by Robert Bruce (The Amazon free sample contains his quick-start guide and core affirmation, and that may be sufficient for an effective banishing.)

That should be everything you might need for dealing with a negative entity attachment, especially the first link. Bruce's book is helpful for more persistent problems and contains a lot of different techniques that are more hands-on.

I still stand by what I said above: There's a reason these sorts of entities show up in one's life. This might sound like victim-blaming, but I believe negative entities only manifest because the environment is ripe for them to thrive. Serious introspection and self-examination is required from the would-be summoner. As above, so below.

Good advice there.

Though one must also recommend good physical and mental health.

For me the sexual energy is highly variable for various reasons chief of which is physiological. Sleep, Diet, nutrition, water and caffeine, etc. Like do you think you could run a mile / 2km if you had to?

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Wed Sep 27, 2023 11:47 am

Re: Litle help

2023-09-27T09:55:34-04:00

Waking up being completely drained of sexual energy is not normal from my experience. If anything, it's always the opposite with my succubus. I wake up horny as a goat nearly every day and Catherine will often take advantage of that. I believe a genuine and benevolent succubus spirit will only encourage the raising of sexual energy and they bask in it with their lover - not rapidly extinguish it. Being with them is like an erotic meditation session minus the blue balls because their touch is so adept.

I believe that you're dealing with a different sort of animal here. Honestly, I don't understand why your letter ritual led to this outcome. Perhaps it's one of the inherent risks involved with opening oneself up to the spiritual reality around us? Either way, here are my suggestions for dealing with this situation:

The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

The Practical Psychic Self-Defense Handbook by Robert Bruce (The Amazon free sample contains his quick-start guide and core affirmation, and that may be sufficient for an effective banishing.)

That should be everything you might need for dealing with a negative entity attachment, especially the first link. Bruce's book is helpful for more persistent problems and contains a lot of different techniques that are more hands-on.

I still stand by what I said above: There's a reason these sorts of entities show up in one's life. This might sound like victim-blaming, but I believe negative entities only manifest because the environment is ripe for them to thrive. Serious introspection and self-examination is required from the would-be summoner. As above, so below.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Wed Sep 27, 2023 9:55 am