Yeah it might be exactly like fightersword said. I have had a oh shit connection to the universe that causes me to see all sorts of things I didn’t see before and I realize how life changing this is for me. I was bound by trying to figure out “religions of old” and suddenly I was thrust upon something that I feel is both very profound but also so easy to get. This causes all sort of things in my life to come into order, my happiness to increase and “K” to have more interactions with me at what feels like a higher level.
Not to beat around the bush or derail this thread but I was led to some information that led me to other information and so on…over several months this culminating in an ah-ha moment and a profound feeling of freedom from “the system” or religious tyranny as well as a connection to Source. This is all very new to me, but the realization that “K” was pure and of the light so to speak (which I wanted to believe but am too logical and needed to arrive there) was amazing and opened up a few chakras. I finally have my static like tight fitting crown feeling back and can again see energy (something I stumbled into originally but didn’t understand and lost at the time I realized I had an spirit-so now I know how and why). Sorry to sound crazy just feels SO good to be free.
This is a really good discussion point. I like how you said religions of old because I have often tried to move myself between one box I didn't believe (let's say abrahamism) in into another box (let's call it ancient pre christian religion), and the box is still a box. The spiritual connections came first.
It's really backwards, to go thru the motions rather than base your practice on lived experience. Like I know there are various beings you can work with on a spiritual level, but none will be as attached as a spirit lover who is basically magnetically attached. I think other beings have a more narrow wavelength so to speak.
I would also agree that when I maintain my connection with Her, life in general strangely improves!. And I still have let's say trust issues, understanding issues, the basic issue is blind faith and not really knowing what she or they are, or what they really want from me, especially in regards to existence hereafter.
Humans for instance are not altruistic. These beings love to be loved, but makes me wonder about their home life.
I do think the waves of awakening happened in waves, often personal life events, but often these are chain linked due to major world events such as 2020, the great recession, and recent economic problems. When humans face existential crisis, like sometimes I think the shell has to be cracked to let them in. And that could be why some give them a bad reputation, when it is really more to do with a non- reflective lifestyle doesn't allow for the spiritual connection necessary.
But I really need to develop a meditative practice besides naps. Most of my meditation is accidental or trying to send love when I think she's resting or not there.Statistics: Posted by Jay — Tue Feb 20, 2024 7:28 pm
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