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Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-12-03T03:56:26-04:00

I'm interested in hearing more about the clicking phenomenon.

I've come to associate noises with activity. Like tapping on a wall or ruffling papers , or a voice heard between weakness and sleep. But this was always a few feet away.

To me the tapping is more like a creak.

Like many things they are easy to dismiss as coincidence until they always seem to happen at the same time as other activities. Sort of like someone knocking on a door to say hey I'm here.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Tue Dec 03, 2024 2:56 am

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-12-02T16:27:13-04:00

Hello White Wizard! I only stop by occasionally but I was immediately stopped in my tracks when you mentioned clicking sounds in your ears. You can read my story in the introductions section, but the clicking phenomenon I started to experience only over the past year and a half or so. It’s distinct and when I hear it now my immediate reaction is ‘oh, there’s a spirit nearby!’ I wasn’t sure if it was maybe a symptom of tiredness but it’s happened so often and in times when I’m not tired that I’ve discounted that.

I’ve been trying to reestablish contact with the succubus who originally contacted me. It’s been a bit on and off. However, I’ve recently being experimenting with an app called HOPE and the results I’ve got are quite remarkable. I continuing with it ‘nice and slow’ and with healthy circumspection. But it is intriguing.

Nice to read your post. Thanks.

Statistics: Posted by UncannyLad — Mon Dec 02, 2024 3:27 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-11-21T08:09:30-04:00

White Wizard is fine too

Thank you first of all! I will keep you updated

Statistics: Posted by DerWeißeZauberer — Thu Nov 21, 2024 7:09 am

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-11-20T20:05:04-04:00

Welcome to the forum, White Wizard. (I hope you don't mind me calling you that in English.) The phenomena and effects that you describe are consistent with what many others have reported.

Is it true or am I imagining it?

I believe it's real, but it's ultimately up to you whether or not you want to accept this new experience as part of your worldview. Decide that first before plunging any deeper. Becoming proficient at lucid dreaming or reaching trance states is simply a matter of consistent practice. For lucid dreaming, I'd recommend The Phase, a free ebook, that has a great starter guide. For trance states, The Monroe Institute's Hemisync Gateway program might be of some help. Regular meditation can accomplish the same thing, though a lot of people report success using binaural beats. This should be enough to keep you busy and potential establish better contact with whoever is interacting with you. That's where I'd start.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Wed Nov 20, 2024 7:05 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-11-20T16:00:21-04:00

Hello, i'm new here in this forum. I would like to share my story with you and ask you questions that you might be able to answer for me.

About 4 years ago I became aware of the topic of "Succubus/Succubi" through videos on YouTube, documentation or music. The theme, or rather the term succubus, can often be found in the lyrics of some songs, especially in the black metal area. From that point on I was fascinated by this topic and started to look into it. It went so far that three years ago I decided to get in touch with a succubus, and ideally even have one at my side. About 2 years ago I had my first “contact” through touches on my feet and I often had the feeling that someone was sitting at the other end of my bed or right next to me. The strange thing is, I didn't do any rituals or anything like that. Maybe it was pure will and strong desire? It's been 2 years now and little has changed since then. I often have dreams about women who I seem to love, but whom I have never seen. Sometimes I can't really remember dreams like that anymore. Physical contact only occurs in the sense that I feel touch on my body. I lie on my back and feel fingertips or whole hands caressing my stomach and chest. There was one exception: two times I felt a kind of "energy" between my legs, it was unbelievable but unfortunately it went away quickly. I also sometimes notice noises, but it's not a whisper but more of a clicking or cracking sound in my ear. However, the dreams, the clicking in my ears and the touches on my body are the only signs of a succubus. Is it true or am I imagining it? It is very difficult for me to make contact because nothing works, whether with a pendulum or meditation. It's difficult for me to fall into a trance in order to meditate properly and I haven't yet managed to have lucid dreams.

I would be happy if someone in this forum has an answer to these questions, and perhaps can give me a few tips on meditation and contact with my succubus, as I have a great desire to finally get to know her better.

PS: Sorry for my bad english.

Statistics: Posted by DerWeißeZauberer — Wed Nov 20, 2024 3:00 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-23T16:53:29-04:00

I honestly disagree. The way that the female partner was basically phased out of existence within the dream implies that her focus is on him, imo. I also think his behavior and feelings reflects that focus too. It’s not a surprise that he’s being drawn more and more strongly towards the spirit lover, and while the wife is a part of it right now, I don’t get the feeling the spirit wants to share him more than necessary. Spirit lovers will typically adapt to your specific circumstances, so if you are married or in a relationship they won’t push you to dissolve that if it’s not feasible. They will, however, take the attention, sexual or otherwise, that they can get away with, generally speaking.

I feel like you see the pattern of some sort of monopolization happen with almost every spirit lover. Sometimes even to the detriment of life, and I think almost all spirit lovers are tempted to monopolize you to that extent but the more intelligent ones hold themselves back for your health and life or for their own strategy, etc. I think that’s due to their nature ultimately, being beings with the luxury of spending as much time with us as we, and they, want. They always want forever with you, some of them are just more patient, calculating, or simply generous about it.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Wed Oct 23, 2024 4:53 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-23T15:53:16-04:00

From your dream it seems the succubus has set her eyes on both of you as the prize. Girl's gotta eat.

Statistics: Posted by Rafe — Wed Oct 23, 2024 3:53 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-21T13:08:39-04:00

Well, to be honest, she’s way more impulsive than I am. I usually take a moment to sit down and think about something, she doesn’t. I’m not exactly sure what I’m going to do, I guess I’m just gonna play it by ear and try to go with my intuition. my wife did expressed to me that she thinks it’s hot that I could possibly have a spirit lover. She doesn’t seem jealous or output by it at all, and from what I gather, she’s not trying to join, she just wants to watch. Not sure how a spirit lover would feel about that. I think it may be worth having a conversation with her about the nature of things like this considering the things I’ve learned in the last several days.

Statistics: Posted by Merritt — Mon Oct 21, 2024 1:08 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-21T12:35:39-04:00

Compulsion is a weird way to put it. They won’t force you directly to do things. Well, usually. But it is interesting that you’ve very quickly developed an interest in keeping the experience at some level of arm’s length from your wife, regardless of the reason, especially given the fact that you’ve seemingly had a fairly consistently good relationship with your wife from what I’ve seen you post. Spirit could definitely be jealous or just making its move to have your attention above your wife, or you could simply be fascinated with the experience to the point of wanting it to yourself.

Either way this mindset will inevitably eventually cause problems with the wife if she’s at all observant. What you do about that is up to you ultimately. Could adjust the mindset or let the problems come and deal with them, or do your best to hide future things. Your call. I’ve given up on the idea of trying to find a balance with a physical relationship and with a spirit lover personally, having come down on the side of 100% spirit lover, so that area isn’t my forte.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Mon Oct 21, 2024 12:35 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-21T09:26:57-04:00

Yes, the back pain was gone when I got up. So perhaps that could in fact be a factor. I wouldn’t say that I’m compelled to keep it from her, more so along the lines of wanting to keep my wife from potentially causing problems. And yes, the more that I’ve read about spirits and succubi, the more concerning it is to me that my wife is so excited and interested by this whole idea because I definitely don’t want anything bad to happen to either of us. There was no visit last night, but I had a hell of a wild dream. It was kind of like a flashback to one of the times that her and I had picked up a girl in a bar while we were vacationing in Myrtle Beach years ago, it was strange because I knew that my wife was there, but I couldn’t see her face or hear her or anything, and the girl that we had picked up was going by the name Vespa, Which was definitely not her name. It was really weird, the room looked the same and everything. I’m beginning to think that Name has more to it than just something that has been floating around my head for a couple of decades.

Statistics: Posted by Merritt — Mon Oct 21, 2024 9:26 am

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-19T19:44:09-04:00

Did the most recent visit also get rid of the back pain like last time? Seems to be a temporary reprieve, though I'm sure it's appreciated either way.

Would you say that you're feeling more compelled to keep the spirit interaction private from your wife? Is potential jealousy from the spirit the motivation for that? There's no judgement from me either way. I can completely understand the desire to sequester one's self away to better focus on and enjoy these spirits.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Sat Oct 19, 2024 7:44 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-19T09:46:45-04:00

So, it happened again last night. Or this morning I should say. I woke up at 3:22a and was in a world of pure bliss. I did my best to stay as quiet as I possibly could so that I didn’t wake up my wife. I swear I could hear a woman’s voice whispering to me, but I couldn’t make out anything that was being said. This went on until almost 5 AM. My wife asked me if anything happened last night, and I told her it didn’t.

As far as the pain thing goes. I hadn’t really given that a thought, but it seems to make sense. I have CRPS in my back and I am in pain every day, some days are worse than others. I was having a particularly bad night last night and struggled to get to sleep initially. I have to say, though, I’m not one to keep things from my wife. We’ve always been completely open and honest with each other. In doing some research, however, I discovered that it’s not my wife I should be worried about getting jealous, it’s the spirit that I need to worry about.

Statistics: Posted by Merritt — Sat Oct 19, 2024 9:46 am

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-17T19:09:19-04:00

Hello there
I gotta admit, physical descriptions sound like you got yourself a spirit lover.

I wouldn't worry about lack of consistency in her visits. Now that you and your surrounding is on high alert, she might step it down a little. It would be best to just ask her. Sit down, meditate and see where it takes you. Maybe she "skipped a beat" because she wants you alone. If you were to meditate, i would suggest you do it alone. Like, just you in a different room alone. With no one looking over your shoulder etc. So you can easily catch any activity like feeling of being watched, her presence your room or feeling of closeness. Not every question can be answered in a single night, so maybe meditate alone every other night, to not strain your other late night responsibilities.
I have a mixed feeling if your wife should be involved in it. She knows about it and I feel like that's all she should do in this situation. She seem more excited than you're. I don't want you to end up in a situation where SHE tries to take a lead in an effort to contact YOUR spirit lover. Let her know when something significant happens, but also think about giving this subject a bit of privacy. There's no need for her to know every single thing to the smallest detail.

I had a random thought about your back. Maybe she appears when your back pain is getting worse ? Can you recall if your back pain was back to normal after few days, or it was just ramping up.

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Thu Oct 17, 2024 7:09 pm

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-17T10:43:12-04:00

Hi there! Thank you for the reply. I had a conversation with my wife last night, she swears that she’s done nothing, and I’m inclined to believe her. Since she has a little more knowledge of the occult than I do, I asked her what she knew about succubi and things of the sort. When I mentioned to her, my attempt at summoning a succubus when I was younger, she kind of said the same thing that you posted, that either I wasn’t ready, or she wasn’t ready, or that she was simply waiting for the right time.

In going back and trying to remember if there was anything else in my lifetime that seemed weird that I found a rational explanation for, I brought up a reoccurring name. Vespa. From the time I was a teenager even up until today, every so often I will have a dream with a character named Vespa, the name has always been lingering throughout my life. It’s never the same dream, it’s always something different, but it will always be a very vivid dream. I had a hamster that I named Vespa, I wanted to name my daughter Vespa, and it was even the original name for the company I cofounded. Needless to say, it has come to me as kind of a shock that my wife is so interested in this and seems to be excited by it. She did say that if it is in fact, a succubus, that she hopes that she is open to sharing, and making her part of everything. Since I have made a post on here, I’ve been kind of going through an emotional roller coaster. I went into this legitimately, trying to find a rational reason and not something paranormal, but all roads seem to lead me back to the paranormal. I don’t know what I should do. There was no visit last night like I had expected. I did tell my wife that I had found this community and that I was seeking advice/information.

Statistics: Posted by Merritt — Thu Oct 17, 2024 10:43 am

Re: Possibly a succubus?

2024-10-17T07:41:01-04:00

Hey Merritt. Welcome to the forum. You mentioned trying to summon at 12 or 13 years old. I've seen other cases where an entity will stick around in the background for years, even decades, before they make a move. Maybe back then wasn't the right time for her? Either way, your wife being open and not jealous probably helps bring this about. Other married men I've spoken with who have succubi are usually more inconspicuous and their supernatural encounters stay very much hidden.

The writhing around in pleasure, full-body orgasms, your dick moving of it's own volition, no regular ejaculate at climax - sounds like the succubi I know and love. I don't have a second-hand witness, because I'd frankly never share such a thing, but I've recorded my succubus moving my penis around on video in ways that defy gravity or muscle manipulation on my part. I was also flaccid. So what your wife saw is within the realms of what I've experienced. They often love to squeeze a man's testicles and this manipulation can also be recorded. Pretty damn good evidence for the paranormal, huh? But conveniently, something the vast majority of people would never share and I suspect the succubi select for this in order to keep a low profile. At least it's good enough confirmation for me so that I know I'm not completely bonkers and it's not all in my head.

Please continue to share more as this develops. I hope that all three of you can fully enjoy this experience and it sounds like you already have.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Thu Oct 17, 2024 7:41 am