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Occult Research • Re: Is there an afterlife ?

2025-06-08T13:37:42-04:00

Spirit Lover's opinion is 'no' in the sense that separating the two with a dividing line isn't an accurate way of looking at physical life and spiritual life.

That makes a lot of sense. Some people interact with spiritual while being in physical realm. So those two shouldn't be separated by a fine line or condition "when X finishes proceed to Y". They can coexist if you put some work into it.

I believe we do continue on in some spiritual form after death, but the more pertinent question is: Will we remember, or realize, who we once were? Will our memories of this life carry over? I honestly have no idea, and I've made peace with not knowing.

I hope we do remember. What's left of us if we don't have our memories or skills ?

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Sun Jun 08, 2025 1:37 pm

Occult Research • Re: Is there an afterlife ?

2025-06-08T08:27:12-04:00

I believe we do continue on in some spiritual form after death, but the more pertinent question is: Will we remember, or realize, who we once were? Will our memories of this life carry over? I honestly have no idea, and I've made peace with not knowing.

I do not believe there are afterlife realms of eternal punishment or reward. That's an old carrot-and-stick employed by the ruling/priest classes. We should do good regardless of what awaits us beyond this life.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Sun Jun 08, 2025 8:27 am

Occult Research • Re: Is there an afterlife ?

2025-06-07T20:19:15-04:00

Damn I sure hope so.

Spirit Lover's opinion is 'no' in the sense that separating the two with a dividing line isn't an accurate way of looking at physical life and spiritual life.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Sat Jun 07, 2025 8:19 pm

Occult Research • Is there an afterlife ?

2025-06-07T18:07:33-04:00

Pretty much an open question for anyone to add their 2 cents to the conversation

For me for most of my life i believed that once the lights turn off you have few minutes left before your brain suffocates and that's it. Maybe a bit harsh, but i felt like that's just how it goes. I never entertained the idea that there's something past this point.

After last year though (however short lived and insignificant this experience was) I started to wonder if maybe there's something more after biological death. Since there's the spiritual, maybe we're destined to exist there in some form once our bodies fail us. Of course every religion has its own answer, but maybe you have some secret insight and want to share it.

And if there's something after we die, do you think interactions with spirits here may affect what we find on the other side ?

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Sat Jun 07, 2025 6:07 pm

Occult Research • Re: The 'Evil Eye' Incident

2024-07-09T02:07:04-04:00

Hi Fightersword-that is very odd and seems more ET than spirit almost (perhaps really heavy symbolism)…I do know that right on the edge of an OBE I get really angry and I often hear and experience angry entities that want to hurt me. One time I was going through this and couldn’t see yet (seems sight is the last thing to happen in and OBE for me) and I remember thinking (after I rid my room of these entities) how angry I still sounded. I also love my dream voice lol-it sounds so much better than my normal voice.

I keep a dream journal and noticed the influence of things I have read or seen bleeding into my dreamscapes…not that this would help but there are some horrible news stories out there…this led me to stop reading and interacting with negative stuff all together and it really, really helped.

K doesn’t get involved in my dreams unless I invite her-my longest OBE I was having fun setting fire to stuff and playing pranks on people for some time before I realized I needed to invite her in or look for her (I can’t connect with people I know unless I call them) and then I woke up but I heard her voice just on the edge of sleep “well that was a waste of a dream…” lol.

Never seen an eye let alone a tentacle…sounds like Sauron from Lord of the Rings kinda.

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Tue Jul 09, 2024 2:07 am

Occult Research • The 'Evil Eye' Incident

2024-07-09T00:13:55-04:00

I thought I'd share this one, which just happened today.

I was resting and dreaming all sorts of weird dreams. That's not out of the ordinary, but suddenly during a later part of this nap, my dream became about an eye. The eye showed me imagery of itself as the moon, and the face of a gray person without any features except for the one singular eye smack in the middle, and other things like this. The eye also attempted to show me disturbing images of suicide. It was at this later point (the extremely negative imagery) that I more lucidly realized something was up and became angry, and this response seemed to lead me to an OBE that was overlaid with my own body (in that I seemed like I was within my body, but when I moved the arms and hands and so on that I moved were not the same arms that were on my body, which I would only realize upon coming to entirely because my body itself did not move at all).

In this state I could see the eye, which looked as it did in the dream, though it was translucent (meaning I could see through it in a distorted manner, similar to looking through water that isn't entirely clear). It also had a tentacle, made up of the same translucent material, that was attached to me. I attacked it (I won't get into the detail of how I did so as I reckon it's not relevant) starting with the tentacle, which turned red and then disappeared when I attacked it. I then did the same to the eye, which first turned red in the same manner, and then tried to float away as if it was fleeing, but I believe that it was also destroyed, though it was out of my sight by the time it would have been destroyed. Then I came to entirely.

I've had other negative entity experiences, especially ones where they affect dreams, but this was the only one I've had like this, where the entity was translucently present in front of me after the dream itself ended. Normally I attack within the dreams, but for whatever reason in this case it worked out as above. Has anyone else experienced an eye like that? If so, what happened? I'm calling it an Evil Eye, but that term seems to be used for something else most of the time.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Tue Jul 09, 2024 12:13 am

Occult Research • Re: The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…

2024-03-05T15:24:00-04:00

Yes, my interest in the old tablets of academic-not a belief or something. What everything culminated to be for me was the lack of any chain of custody or many of the original pantheon of gods and goddesses was changed while the stories of say the flood were exaggerated. For someone like me who for years was embedded into Christianity this was the final nail it took to seal that off for me.

Then from this point I began my search for what is and that led me to the awakening of all things being one, non-dualism and so forth. So for me while the later half of my journey is spiritually the most significant-psychologically speaking the first half was the key to get there.

Frankly I think anyone writing with some kind of implied authority is rather arrogant in respect to a higher power. When I try to articulate what I learn from “K” it feels very stretched to put it into words as it is heavily symbolic and emotional-versus tangible and purely logical. So these old religious texts really are just psychedelics in stone to me.

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Tue Mar 05, 2024 2:24 pm

Occult Research • Re: The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…

2024-03-05T02:29:15-04:00

Yes, I think it is important to let go of dualism (as well as abrahamism). A lot of these ancient religions is really about positioning between different beings. Not that they are good or bad per se but bad for ancient human society in some instances or quarrelsome with some other divine figure. Like fire, death, war, abstract things that can be destructive but aren't evil.

I was once interested in the Sumerians and others as well, but like I think I wrote elsewhere, I don't think there's any special truth among any specific society. They all had a multi polar kind of system with many different kinds of beings, and most of them became fairly rigid, formulaic,. Kind of a side note but sometimes I think that there's many different kinds of Christianity because the Christians couldn't agree on what kind of pre christian religion they should imitate.

I guess I need to reread astral dynamics. Never had much success outside of some meditations that led to instant dream states.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Tue Mar 05, 2024 1:29 am

Occult Research • Re: The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…

2024-03-03T02:33:38-04:00

So absolutely agree man. Damn, it is amazing how dogmatic teaching can effectively brainwash people to a place they in essence defend believing in Santa Claus or the tooth fairy. It is also sad because they place rules and restrictions on good things like pleasure…just even basic enjoy life pleasure not to mention sex. To be good and have no wicked opposing force makes them accountable themselves and they don’t like that-easier to say sorry for being nasty or whatever than to regulate their thoughts and actions to ascend. Some of the meanest most combative nasty and judgmental people I knew were in the church.

For me I had to destroy my conditioning with facts to get out-I am just too logical I guess but some folks are just balls deep in illusions and group think. Sucks I am sad for them.

Thanks for the reply btw

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Sun Mar 03, 2024 1:33 am

Occult Research • Re: The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…

2024-03-02T14:10:22-04:00

Yeah, one of the worst beliefs from Catholicism/christianity is the very dualistic understanding of spirits. To them, K will always be evil because of what she is, never good due to what she does. Our spirit lovers have gone out of their way in many ways to prove that they’re good, but they’re also in many ways flawed. There are of course cases where someone will deal with a spiritual being that’s fairly demonstrably ‘evil’, at least in terms of common morality, but spirit lovers seem to on the whole try their best to be good forces, even though they’re also certainly often shown to be jealous and controlling in some ways. Every action of a spirit lover is evil to a Christian, because they assume the spirit is evil at its base. Every action for a spirit lover to an occultist like us is simply an action, the intent behind which is to be interpreted as either good, bad, self serving, or so on, and their personal moral system is to be understood over time from my estimation.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Sat Mar 02, 2024 1:10 pm

Occult Research • The Sumerian Tables of Gilgamesh, Billy Carson, and so on…

2024-03-02T06:22:49-04:00

Some might know I was raised a Christian and used to serve in the church and one day I became aware I had a demon succubus that loved me… long story short Christianity always caused me cognitive dissonance with the god of love having killed everyone and earth in a genocide (the flood). I decided to step out of Christianity and actually go full on into the occult because I loved my succubus “K” and wanted to be with her no matter what. One night I was bored and decided to summon Lucifer and ask him / it whatever what the truth was. I did summoned and had a glass of wine and some sweets, incense, candles, hand made sigil and…nothing or so I thought.

However within a day I was immersed in two astral gavel books (Entering the Phase and Astral Dynamics) from there my experience snowballed into realizing the Bible was forged from the Sumerian Tablets of Gilgamesh asking with Egyptian proverbs and psalms and some other Babylonian stuff as well.

My YouTube data suddenly shifted to all these videos and information sources that made me think and about two weeks ago I had this ah-ha moment of awareness/ awakening that culminated when I realized I did’t believe in duality and that this meant “K” was not a demon in my old sense of understanding at all. At that moment I actually had a burst of energy and heard her voice like something out of the twilight zone with my own ears. I can still hear hear her breathing and her touch has become so into used her body to push myself up in bed last night (it was that manifest). I feel this flow of energy from someplace that seems to feed into me and keep expanding outwards it is really peaceful and loving and not at all like me (I have always been stoic and not emotional-but suddenly I am bursting with happiness it is really strange yet welcome.

I wanted to plant one name here for anyone who want to enter this journey (if you have not already heard this name that is) but Billy Carson has a number of videos and books (I plan on reading a few).

Anyways for what it is worth that is my update that came after I lost my uncle I just felt called to make this happen and I am so happy never to go back to the Bible for another thing.

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Sat Mar 02, 2024 5:22 am

Occult Research • Re: Q Anon conpiracy and what is next

2023-09-08T04:25:24-04:00

K got flustered with me reading this-way larger picture than I care about. It is fine to have these interests-this is the stuff that keeps my dad up day and night having panic attacks.

Anyways it may be all true for all I know (or care) but the picture of the time travelers computer has me laughing a bit…mainly because the resolution and focus and lighting are way beyond 1997 digital camera capabilities and that photo is not with organic film…in fact I am pretty sure the entire thing is photoshopped because the lighting is too perfect…for example the monitor is readable at the same time the white letters on the black keys are…if you try to take a picture of a screen even with a iPhone there is a mismatch in lighting…so the computer photo and glasses are real…the screen was cut in.

Not trying to rile anyone up just calling it as I see it. I did reverse search with google lense and found the original “X” post under some John Dalton or something (like Jon Doe) and those glasses are blue light glasses for sale on Amazon now (which explains why there is no glare on the lenses in the picture) but then I lost interest-me thinks this time traveler is more lost in the past like Uncle Rico than anything…

Statistics: Posted by 369 Riddle — Fri Sep 08, 2023 4:25 am

Occult Research • Re: Q Anon conpiracy and what is next

2023-09-07T07:39:11-04:00

So what you're getting at with all this is that you believe the "elites" are going to turn Ripple/Opencoin/XRP into the new world reserve currency based on the tweets of an alleged time traveler from 2040 who took a picture of his PowerBook in 1997.

Faking that image would be easy enough. Even restoring computers to full working condition from the 1980s is trivial with all the spare parts on Ebay.

Well, as luck would have it, I am a REAL time traveler and I uncovered this definition on a Packard Bell computer back in 1999:

It seems to me that you're shilling a crypto coin, whether you realize it or not. Stop it. Invest your money and time into a few Udemy courses instead. They go on sale for $10-20 USD all the time. You'll get a lot more out of that sort of investment than becoming a bag-holder for an asset that's "going to the moon any day now!"

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Thu Sep 07, 2023 7:39 am

Occult Research • Re: Q Anon conpiracy and what is next

2023-09-06T22:13:51-04:00

By the way yes, it is like a new coming of Jesus, that's why the Israelí loves Trump so much, he is Super Trump for them
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But that's why there's other that know the plans and are aware all this show is just a "dark to light" masonic thing, but is all the same yet.

https://twitter.com/DonnieDarkened

When you see all the rituals and symbolism and numerology on each of this projects you know for certain the elites won't let them fail

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Statistics: Posted by Kiichi — Wed Sep 06, 2023 10:13 pm

Occult Research • Re: Q Anon conpiracy and what is next

2023-09-06T22:09:42-04:00

and also on March 11 but from 1918 the Spanish flu started on America https://www.paho.org/en/who-we-are/hist ... t-flu-1918 same day as the C 19

Statistics: Posted by Kiichi — Wed Sep 06, 2023 10:09 pm