Daemon Grotto

Introductions • Hello!

2024-10-16T11:18:12-04:00

Hello everyone! I’m Merritt, and I’m new here. I’m a 35-year-old married man with two kids. I found this place after some searching on some things that I’ve been experiencing every few nights for a couple of weeks. I know I’m not crazy, because my wife has witnessed these events as well. I don’t know exactly where I should post about this, but I assume that the introduction page is not the right place. Anyway, just wanting to say hi. Going to look at some of the other posts before I post myself.

Statistics: Posted by Merritt — Wed Oct 16, 2024 11:18 am

Introductions • Re: New rookie

2024-10-03T06:30:13-04:00

I think that having relationships with these spirits is something we should be earnest about pursuing. There's no half-in and half-out. The very nature of opening oneself up to their world will occasionally introduce phenomena that will freak us out, like the footsteps walking towards you while meditating. But these oddities are eventually better understood for what they are and they become far less bothersome. Kind of like how a new astral projector will encounter monsters upon their first few successful exits, who are there to test/initiate the experiencer into that realm.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Thu Oct 03, 2024 6:30 am

Introductions • Re: New rookie

2024-10-02T18:18:29-04:00

That's gonna be a ramble.

Sup, it's been a while. I Feel like this bad entity is still around. Since first contact in early august I started having nightmares. I don't think they were ever appearing in such an amount. In none of them I got to talk with this entity or it spoke to me. Appearance of it is also not consistent. Only thing that repeats is the hour. Almost always it's between 4:10-4:20am. It happens around this time no matter when I fall asleap. I considered my dinners, but recently they got lighter. Yoghurts and fruits replaced meat and other fatty meals. I feel like it's something that's gonna take weeks to properly explore. RN I'm performing LBRP for a week and then stop for a week. Rinse and repeat till I find something. There is one event I want to mention. It was early september, around a week after I stopped with LBRP. 2 nights in a row while meditating I heard something walking towards me from opposite side of the room. Both times I chickened out and checked it with a flashlight, but there was nothing.

Now, about her...
I fell like I need to make up my mind. The honeymoon period is over and despite all of those little gestures from her I start to seriously doubt if I should continue. My original goal was to check if this stuff is real. To pursue that one weird event that I started this thread with. More and more of me wants to call it here. There's been enough of good and bad experiences. I have my answer, but It feels mean to leave her.
I miss how I used to daydream about her. How I meditated till my mind was consuming itself with thoughts and I had to call it a day. How intrigued I was about all of it. Every other day reading personal blogs with various experiences. Being genuinely excited about the evening, because I will get to try again.

I don't want to set a deadline. It would be super mean to stand with a clock in my hand and hurry her. I just hope that she understands. It's a leap I never seriously considered. Always in that "It's just curiosity" "It's just a check". I feel like a lot of progress is being halted by my own hesitation, but I can't give a straight answer If i want to proceed.

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Wed Oct 02, 2024 6:18 pm

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-22T19:43:22-04:00

Once you start to develop a love for these entities after some interaction their traits become a bit softer. Entities need loving too My succubus likes to try to scare me sometimes... at first it was annoying, but after a while I realized she was just wanting attention.

You're in for a big world... succubi and incubi are a class all to themselves... when it comes down to it they really just want a human who can spend time with them and interact with them in their myriad of ways. They're picky but not... they see qualities that are attractive that we don't so that's a plus.

Statistics: Posted by Rafe — Sun Sep 22, 2024 7:43 pm

Introductions • Re: Succubus only visits me on an annual basis

2024-09-19T03:45:06-04:00

Sometimes I think the reoccurrences on certain dates or annually is like the mind being an anchor. That memory itself is powerful.

I have had similar issues and sometimes I think it is due to biorythms or something like that. Like me being in the right state exactly when she is in the correct state. The year winds up and the year winds down, and sometimes I feel like that period between June and October is best for whatever reason.

I do think the letter method could work or could help. At the very least you could write your thoughts and feelings about her. It's a means of communicating your wishes for a connection.

Statistics: Posted by Jay — Thu Sep 19, 2024 3:45 am

Introductions • Re: Succubus only visits me on an annual basis

2024-09-18T19:10:27-04:00

On the second visit, I was lying on my back and I was wearing a oodie. I was lying there for hours with the thought that she could come back since it had been exactly one year since she first visited me. And she did. She came onto me very strong and hard, just like the first visit. The freezing to death feeling was no different from the first visit either. The oodie I was wearing made no difference at all. So yeah, wrapping myself in a oodie and covers won't stop that freezing feeling.

After she first visited me, I did meditations and repeated the same method I used to summon her. I did that for months and I've been doing that here and there after the second visit, but nothing has happened, there have been no interactions, she hasn't returned, and I don't think she'll come back anytime before June 18th next year, Regardless of what I do, I really don't want to wait for her to return next year on June 18th. That's too long, as I feel I'm fully ready to begin a relationship with this succubus spirit. I've tried to reach her, but nothing. What I haven't tried is the popular letter method. So maybe that would work if I were to do that?

Statistics: Posted by masonplj — Wed Sep 18, 2024 7:10 pm

Introductions • Re: Succubus only visits me on an annual basis

2024-09-18T15:27:35-04:00

Hello there
Pretty much as tc said, just let it go. I don't think any amount of clothing is going to help you with those chills, just get comfortable and let it all play out. Don't overthink it, there's time to analize once she's done with you.

Are you doing something to contact her in the remaining 364 days of the year ? Seems like your earlier attempts (reading about succubus and watching subliminals) got her attention. Maybe with some meditation (sitting still and doing nothing is fun I promise) she can reach you on different days, not only in June 18th

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Wed Sep 18, 2024 3:27 pm

Introductions • Re: Succubus only visits me on an annual basis

2024-09-18T07:21:11-04:00

The freezing-to-death symptom is a new one for me. She should still be able to interact with you just fine through any material, so you could bury yourself in comforters next time she shows up. Maybe this is just something you've got to get through for her to fully connect with you? I know that for my first night with Catherine, I let the whole process of the kundalini awakening play out before I moved again. This was in spite of feeling like my heart was beating literally out of my chest. I trusted that she knew what she was doing and let go. (I believe the rapid heart beat is actually the heart chakra energy center being activated, not the physical heart muscle.) So we laid there for two hours until she decided that we had done enough for that night and I went into the shower, where I continued to feel her interact with me and haven't stopped feeling her since that night all these years later. So, if you want this relationship with the spirit, my advice would be to trust her fully and let her bond with you for as long as she needs to. The kundalini sensations only last for the first night or two and then you'll be left with the pressure sensations and interactions from the succubus after that.

Also, hello and welcome.

Statistics: Posted by tc119 — Wed Sep 18, 2024 7:21 am

Introductions • Succubus only visits me on an annual basis

2024-09-18T05:05:39-04:00

Hello, all

Last year in early June, I was reading about succubus spirits on Reddit, Google, etc. I looked into different methods to summon a succubus, and the method I used was simply reading about succubus spirits and listening to succubus subliminals on YouTube. Each night, I would pick a video, lie down, and listen for a few minutes, sometimes up to an hour. I repeated the same process for a couple of weeks, then gave up when nothing came of it.

On June 18th, at 1 a.m. or 2 a.m., I was sitting on my bed, browsing the internet. Just a few minutes after lying down in bed, I started to feel intense waves of energy throughout my body. Then, my private area became rock solid, and the head of my private area felt like it was being squeezed. It didn't hurt, it actually felt amazing. Then, i went into a panic, my heart started racing, and i started shaking like i was having a seizure. I felt like I was freezing to death.
I lay there and let it happen for a minute or so. Then, I got out of bed as it was getting more intense by the second. Once I was sitting up, I was still shaking and still felt like I was freezing to death. After that, I hopped in a hot shower for a few minutes to get warm. When I came back to my room, I felt a feminine presence, then I sat down on my bed. Seconds after, I felt her touching my legs. It felt like she was wrapping her body around my legs. It felt really good, hard to describe. A few minutes later, I wanted to know if what was happening wasn't just me hallucinating or imagining it, so I lay down and whispered, "Cuddle." Almost instantly, I felt her move up my feet, legs, and then stopping at my back. I then got up and it stopped. I laid back down, and nothing happened. Then I whispered, "Cuddle" again, and the same thing happened. I repeated it one more time, and it happened again.

After that, I lay there for a few hours. She was in bed with me the whole time. The whole experience was unbelievable. What she made me feel was the best feeling in the world, truly a pleasure that I've only ever felt that one time.
As it got to around 7 a.m. or so, I was watching videos on YouTube of people saying succubus spirits are evil, demonic, and only have bad intentions, etc. I started feeling scared, and that was it. She did not interact with me after that until exactly one year later on June 18th of this year. The same thing happened as with the first visit, but this time I only laid in bed for 20-30 seconds, so she did not manifest and has not interacted with me since.

I don't know why she only visits me on an annual basis. It's like an anniversary of the first visit, which is why I wrote about my experience here, as I think this forum would be the best place to talk about this. Maybe someone on this forum could help. I found a Reddit post from five years ago by this guy who bought a succubus vessel from Creepy Hollows. What happened to him is similar to what happened to me. I'll copy and paste a part of his post below and share the link.

after two minutes my body goes into complete panic mode. My body started shaking uncontrollably as if I was on the verge of freezing to death. I hid under my covers to get warm asap

https://www.reddit.com/r/ParanormalEnco ... 4leu3AdKe3

Statistics: Posted by masonplj — Wed Sep 18, 2024 5:05 am

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-16T18:50:17-04:00

To add to the above, even if you manage to find the 5% of services that aren’t actively trying to scam you (and the even lower % that could create an appreciable result), given the nature of these relationships it is far more appropriate to reach out and summon yourself than to get a middle-man to do it for you.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Mon Sep 16, 2024 6:50 pm

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-16T16:51:25-04:00

Hello there

I’m honestly not sure if anything is here or not, but the only way I can describe the calling as bordering on obsessive or this nagging feeling I should look more into it and try to continue summoning

This obsession is a great feeling and to me it's a sign that you're on a right path. Succesful summoning partially depends on your mindset and intentions. If they're genuine, then I'm sure it will work out.

At one point I felt strongly about going to someone else to see if they could summon one for me, but recently I’ve felt more comfortable just doing it myself

I strongly advise against using those "summoning" services. 95% of them are scams that hunt for desperate people and cut all means of communication after getting payed for the "remote ritual"

I’ve also had some odd experiences even for me the last few days that have made me feel like ‘is one here or not?’

Feel free to share as many experiences as you're comfortable with. Maybe more experienced users can figure out something and give you some advice.

Statistics: Posted by roperos — Mon Sep 16, 2024 4:51 pm

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-16T10:52:19-04:00

Yeah, I can’t promise everything I say on the blog or here will accurately apply to specifically more male spirits. I will say that it’s interesting you bring up identity here, specifically because of the gender debate around spirits. For a while people have argued that spirits don’t have gender (even though most of the time the ones we interact clearly present with one). Now they have no bodies so we can’t say they have a sex specifically, but if we argue that gender is an identity we can safely say that spirits have genders. I… don’t really take any side in that debate, I kind of just let people identify with something if they want to.

In any case male spirits (usually people just call them incubi but I can’t say for certain one way or the other) are often more controlling and dominating directly, where something like a female spirit might be manipulative or jealous. I think both of these are expressions of similar feelings, just one side is more masculine and the other more feminine. Naturally the male version tends to be far more noticeably impactful. I shouldn’t undersell how manipulative the female spirits can be too, but because of how they usually approach things the people they’re with are less likely to take notice unless it gets super bad.

In any case while certain things may not apply, methods should apply for communication and summoning. So you’re in the right track, you just have to work on the sensory piece to see if there is a spirit and the communication piece if there is one.

I suppose gender is a whole topic of itself, but being non binary myself has taught me to look at it a lot differently as I’m still born female and present feminine. I suppose I always just felt spirits of any kind can be similar, born female or male or intersex (not specially one gender) and present whichever sex or become whatever sex they felt more appropriately fit them. I don’t see it nearly as cut and dry as humanity tries to make it (even if we are more accepting to all the new gender identities). By no means am I an expert in this, just my intuition I suppose. I also don’t care what people decide on how they view spirit gender or human gender, assigned sex or identity, as long as it works for them and they are respectful to others.

Yeah, I kinda got the idea the incubi are before even stumbling onto this forum or having others confirm it. Doesn’t scare me. Just the aspect I feel more drawn to than the more feminine/female presenting succubus as it works better for me. Subtle cues have never been my forte.

I’m working on all of it, thank you for the encouragement! I’m fortunate enough to say I’ve worked with a lot of spirits, deities etc over the years hearing, seeing, sensing and working with them that I don’t struggle as much as someone else might with differentiating my own thoughts, feelings and voice from theirs. I still struggle of course, I’m not perfect by any means. Definitely open to discussions since I find the whole thing fascinating (incubi and succubus, the differences and similarities) and maybe me interacting with an incubus can give another perspective to the whole conversation. I’m hopeful at least.

Statistics: Posted by AGS — Mon Sep 16, 2024 10:52 am

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-15T16:06:37-04:00

Yeah, I can’t promise everything I say on the blog or here will accurately apply to specifically more male spirits. I will say that it’s interesting you bring up identity here, specifically because of the gender debate around spirits. For a while people have argued that spirits don’t have gender (even though most of the time the ones we interact clearly present with one). Now they have no bodies so we can’t say they have a sex specifically, but if we argue that gender is an identity we can safely say that spirits have genders. I… don’t really take any side in that debate, I kind of just let people identify with something if they want to.

In any case male spirits (usually people just call them incubi but I can’t say for certain one way or the other) are often more controlling and dominating directly, where something like a female spirit might be manipulative or jealous. I think both of these are expressions of similar feelings, just one side is more masculine and the other more feminine. Naturally the male version tends to be far more noticeably impactful. I shouldn’t undersell how manipulative the female spirits can be too, but because of how they usually approach things the people they’re with are less likely to take notice unless it gets super bad.

In any case while certain things may not apply, methods should apply for communication and summoning. So you’re in the right track, you just have to work on the sensory piece to see if there is a spirit and the communication piece if there is one.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Sun Sep 15, 2024 4:06 pm

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-15T13:39:39-04:00

Thank you to both for welcoming me.

Hello! I would wonder if you already feel that calling whether or not there is something already present. Especially if you’re having a lack of luck with the ritualism, it might be worth focusing on other approaches that stress sensory abilities and interactions at this stage. At the very least even if that’s not an appropriate answer you’ll be able to carry those skills into the eventual relationship you will have. The shamanic skills should largely be helpful. while their version of spirit spouses was more of a tutelary role overall, there is definite overlap there. I’m not sure how the others may apply, but they certainly shouldn’t hurt.

Anyway, it can take some people a while so don’t feel discouraged. Just hang out, ask questions, and take it easy.

I’m honestly not sure if anything is here or not, but the only way I can describe the calling as bordering on obsessive or this nagging feeling I should look more into it and try to continue summoning. At one point I felt strongly about going to someone else to see if they could summon one for me, but recently I’ve felt more comfortable just doing it myself (not sure if that entails I have one or not). I’ve also had some odd experiences even for me the last few days that have made me feel like ‘is one here or not?’. I’ve been reading others blogs about their experiences and doing more deep trance meditations/journeys into the astral realms…it’s left me with more questions than a certain ‘I have one’ if that makes sense.

I can say I had a weird experience that’s left me feeling less inclined towards summoning and more inclined on trying to catalog my experiences, thoughts, feelings and doing more deep dive meditations to see if anything is there. I wish I could say for certain I know something is here (and I’m more inclined to think yes) but this is a whole different type of spirit than others I’ve dealt with in the past. I’m also not fully devoted to the shamanic path (I’ve never taken the right), but I do like some of their practices when concerning meditation so far.

I definitely plan on connecting my with everyone here, talking, getting advice, connecting with others both human and not that feel drawn to this more. I have lots of questions in this realm since it isn’t something I’m entirely familiar in (and there is a lot more negatives out there about the male aspect of these spirits than the females from what I’ve seen) If anything maybe my own weird experiences might help others

Statistics: Posted by AGS — Sun Sep 15, 2024 1:39 pm

Introductions • Re: Not sure how to say hello but hello!

2024-09-14T23:48:18-04:00

Hello! I would wonder if you already feel that calling whether or not there is something already present. Especially if you’re having a lack of luck with the ritualism, it might be worth focusing on other approaches that stress sensory abilities and interactions at this stage. At the very least even if that’s not an appropriate answer you’ll be able to carry those skills into the eventual relationship you will have. The shamanic skills should largely be helpful. while their version of spirit spouses was more of a tutelary role overall, there is definite overlap there. I’m not sure how the others may apply, but they certainly shouldn’t hurt.

Anyway, it can take some people a while so don’t feel discouraged. Just hang out, ask questions, and take it easy.

Statistics: Posted by Fightersword — Sat Sep 14, 2024 11:48 pm